Curly, straight, fuschia, blonde, brunette, stylish, tall, athletic, demure, strong, sweet, kind, empathic, compassionate, cute, brilliant, beautiful, sexy, free, happy, fun, alive..

Of all the things that have been used to describe me by other people in my dms and comments, the messages that matter most to me are from people who say I’ve made an impact for them by being visible and just being me.

I know lots of people get a sour taste from social media. It comes and goes for me and I take breaks from posting and don’t worry about posting daily etc. I view it as a space that can simply be fun for sharing joy with other people while also being an extremely important outlet & source of much needed inspiration and solidarity with others who are like you.

The first time I ever posted publicly on social media was on tumblr during the darkest days of my life before transitioning. It truly was stretching my hand out and upwards from a dark pit of despair and loneliness. I was in a dangerous place at the time.

All I can say now is thank you to every single supportive person that has ever bothered to acknowledge my existence and especially those who outright supported and encouraged me to continue to be me.

If you feel isolated, unseen, unheard, and think your experience and life do not matter.. you are wrong. You matter. You are alive. Stay alive and dare to be everything you know you can be. Apologize to no one for it.
Grow. Strive. Persevere.

You are your own worst critic and worst obstacle.

I know, I’ve been there.

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Remember my post from last week about this time of year? I did need to withdraw and rest a bit and did not post for several days. Even when I rest I still work and tinker but it is at a slow relaxed pace. It has been nice. Guess what? We hit 1k subscribers on YouTube. Thank you all for that. Victoria has my new theme song in nearly final form and I am prepping a launch video for my retro PC content. Stay tuned! Tumblr viewers.. see Instagram for full photo set. #nofilter #ringlightselfie #hazeleyes #blondegirllife #blowoutstyles #fuschiagirl #fuschiahighlights #decadeofari #maidenariana #transvengers #lgbt #twitchaffiliate #ihaveapatreon #linksinprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks
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Story Time.. about this dress.. It once belonged to my former spouse. I rescued it from a Goodwill donation pile. You see, when I came out, I was told out of ‘concern’ that I would not make an attractive woman. Being attractive has nothing to do with the reasons for transitioning. Note: I already was a woman as my gender (which is different from biological sex) has always actually been very far on the female side of the spectrum. Anyway, I rescued this dress and promised myself I would one day not only fit in it, but totally rock it. Well.. you be the judge. I think I did okay 65+ lbs and 6.5 years of transition later. #JUSTBEYOU #itsalluptoyou #storytime #decadeofari #maidenariana #hazeleyes #nofilter #ringlightselfie #greendressgreeneyes #newhaircolor #transvengers #lgbt #fuschiagirl #blondegirllife #blowoutstyles #heylookitsariana #ihaveapatreon #linksinprofile #instaprofilehasmylinks
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