Transition and Reason

Transition is a perfectly reasonable choice for a transgender person. There are many people out there who speak against the idea of transition and say that transgender people need to instead seek treatment for a mental disorder that doesn’t even exist(*). They choose to ignore the findings of MODERN medicine and wish to instead hold onto incorrect and biased beliefs that were put to paper by certain medical professionals during the last century. What we are really talking about is the idea of Forced Conformity or Conversion Therapy vs. Social Acceptance of Transition.

Today a trans person is condemned to constantly be at war.

First, there is a war within themselves. There is what can perhaps be best described as an in-congruence between the mind and the body. The old thinking was, that obviously we just need to try to fix the mind, because this is not normal. Not common and not normal are too very different things. It is my opinion that being born transgender is simply another possible outcome of the dice roll that is part DNA, genetics, pre-natal development (search: hormone exposure in the womb), and variation in “coding”. Whether you believe that we were intelligently created beings or not can be entirely beside the point here. We are just another valid variation of a human being. Forced Conformity or Conversion Therapy can really at best delay the war with a fake truce. Replacing it with a cold war where both sides still hate each other and still do damage to one another. Ultimately both sides (mind and body) will still suffer greatly.

Accepting oneself is the next war. Whether transition even comes into play or not, a trans person needs to be able to accept who they are. Society, family, and even friends all quietly but consistently enforce gender stereotypes on us even before we are born. (Is it a boy or girl? A boy? Okay blue walls in his room then, clothes with toy cars or trains on them, etc.) We play along and learn what is “not for us” extremely early. We conform, even though we know something is off. Thus begins the first war mentioned above. Some of us will rise up and fight against conformity while we are very young, others will do so in their teens. Many will be brought up in ultra conservative households or live in ultra conservative towns and bury things so deep that they somehow get by until they are much older. At some point though, they may finally choose to face their gender dysphoria head on. Hopefully, they learn to love and accept themselves.

Finding acceptance socially is the next war. This is the war that I am currently waging in my personal life. It is a complex and painful war that is being fought on multiple fronts all at once. I am not fighting this war alone though. I have many new friends and have re-connected with some of my old ones. Some battles were lost and there are those that refuse to accept me and have cut off all communication. It is hard to win a battle when the other side decides their opponent is not even worth fighting. Even if one finds acceptance from most of the people in their life, we still have to defend our very existence from strangers or from those who have decided to attack us openly (such as the family research council and other hate groups disguised as religious organizations). Hate groups that target trans people feed on misconceptions, stereotypes, and fear. I can only come against these groups with my story. They want to label me a pervert or a sexual deviant because they can only see a couple of reasons why somebody would transition. They think I want to “pretend to be a woman” to fool men into sleeping with me, or they think I am fulfilling some deep-seated fantasy of my own by becoming my own twisted version of a sex object. If you don’t believe me look at the comments section on any news story that has anything to do with trans people. Especially if the article paints trans people in a positive light, the hate mongers will attack and fill the comments with their filth. Big surprise by the way.. the reasons they assume that I have for transitioning are all categorically WRONG!

This is only part of my lived story. It cannot be denied, and it cannot be argued against, because it is My Life and My Experience.

My transition started out as an attempt to simply find relief from crippling gender dysphoria. I had not decided to transition fully at that time. However, beginning Hormone Replacement Therapy for me was like my brain and body were finally running on the right fuel. Just a few weeks in, my entire being breathed one huge sigh of relief.

Whatever your belief on how transgender people should be treated by the medical community, I beg you to listen to those who have actually had access to proper care from doctors and therapists that follow the modern and accepted way of treating trans patients. Don’t discount their first hand knowledge of the difference it makes. Listen to their stories and attempt to understand. The science is catching up. In my experience, something biochemical and profound changed for me and I am absolutely certain that there was an in-congruence that existed between my brain and the once “male” hormones that I carried. It has absolutely changed my life for the better and has saved me from a dark place that now seems like a fading memory. Please fight for trans people to have access to affordable health care.

I am living proof that HRT works. I live a happy and productive life. The only pain I have related to HRT and transitioning is brought on by social stigma, misconceptions, hatred, and incorrect assumptions that other people subscribe to.


Stop the hate. Stop perpetuating the misconceptions. Help end that war. Please.

Ariana Danielle

* According to DSM-5, the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fifth Edition, the American Psychiatric Association does not classify being transgender as having a mental disorder or mental illness – opinions to the contrary are part of a harmful stigma still being perpetuated despite scientific study proving otherwise.